So I've started to notice that I've been getting headaches lately... Like really long-lasting pain in the ass headaches. So I guess to say I've noticed them lately is kind of a lie. I have clearly noticed them from the start. But they weren't that bad at first and, given the weather, I figured I could just blame it on allergies or some shit. But since I'm no longer living in the pollen infested hellhole that I used to, it's begun to dawn on me that maybe that's not quite the case... and that maybe there's a pattern here.
Alternatively, I could say it's because I haven't ever gotten much in the way of proper medical treatment and I keep getting myself involved in instances that result in my hitting my head. You know... trying to explode myself, getting knocked around by Shaun, getting bitch slapped by the Construct, trying to stare into its 'true form', throwing myself down some stairs... Little Things like That. -.-; Maybe. Just maybe. You know?
But those are the obvious conclusions again aren't they? Too simple...
So I think he'd been trying to get in my head... but I guess maybe my defenses are a bit higher than I thought...? So... he's squeezing at them. And it's starting to hurt. And I would appreciate it, if he would cut that shit out.
Ahh... no moral to this really. Just thought you might like to know.
well damn, take some pain killers, or give him a little thing to appease him, maybe you'll make him paranoid enough to leave you alone for awhile.
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Well, he's not "around" best I can tell when I'm getting them, so... don't think throwing more ponies at him is going to be an option, assuming that would actually work in the first place. XP So... painkillers it is.
Delete"And I would appreciate it, if he would cut that shit out." -falls over laughing- Riiiiiiiiiight, the Eldritch bastard is going to leave you alone because your head hurts. Pffffffft. That's so cutely naive, and from such a jaded blogger like yourself! So cute. Gosh, I just wanna hug you and put a muffin on your head. Or shoot you in the face to keep you from breeding. Whichever came to mind first. <3
ReplyDeleteYou do know that these little headaches will end up fucking you up beyond belief, right?
ReplyDeleteLook up Mindfulness Meditation on the internet.
ReplyDeleteIF you do it right, it helps a lot with the headaches.
Meditation has always helped me and been a part of my routine. It is worth looking into.
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If nothing else, you might want to get some tests done at the hospital. In case it's not Our Slender Friend, but, you know, brain cancer or something.
ReplyDeleteDo they get any worse directly before the Construct makes an appearance, or do they remain pretty constant in intensity?
ReplyDeleteYou know the body doesn't typically get sick until the disease has already gotten in. Can't help but reason that the mind works the same way.
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